There was this girl, I always would not forgot, a girl who I knew was hurt deeply, tormenting the pain for a period of time, because of a relationship, that leaves a deep scar in her heart.
Her name is Kasandra. Kasandra Kong.
The first time I saw her, she was a shy girl, who is a passionate lover, and is able to sacrifice everything for my brother.
At first, I thought she was a typical girlfriend of my brother, and they will break up within weeks or months? But gradually, I realised I was wrong.
She's very sweet girl. Once she overheard my conversation with my mother, that I want to have a new pencil box. I was quite fury because my mother didn't agree me with that. But the next evening, she gave me a present: a pencil box full with stationary. With time and money she spend to choose the right stationary for me, for the love and concern, for me, for her brother's sister.
She have a strong will. No matter how my brother scold her, how things may get out of hand, she still persevere, just for someone she loves.
As a 18 years old in the past, a innocent, pure girl thought that Love is everything and gives up everything willingly just for my brother.
She may not know that I hear her crying in the room occasionally. Sometimes, I really want to rush in to the room to tell her, It's okay. It's his fault not to cherish you.. But I didn't. I just stoned there to hear the endless tears flowing down her cheeks.
She may not know, but I'm very concerned about her relationship with my brother. I have seen a lot of his ex-girlfriends and sometimes I would joke, "this is the 27th girl already".
But, she's really very different. At that point of time, She loves my brother and see him as her "Light of My Life". I can remember a few incidents that they quarrel. And their quarrels was a really chaotic ones. They smash furniture, and even shout at each other outside the lift. I was so petrified, and even called mummy about it. As a wishful ignorant kid at that time, I even cried.
I know both of them had a tough time maintaining this relationship, especially Kasandra.
In the end, they still broke up. With a price to pay.
Sometimes I really have no idea how people can get married without having the trust and faith with each other. They nearly get married. And when I thought everything is going fine, this happened.
I am not going to tell your what had happened not because I'm ashamed of her nor my brother. And if you really wanna know, you can buy Her book that she wrote for 16 months.
In fact, I'm deeply impressed and proud with her bravery on how she picked up things after her breakdown with my brother. After parting with my brother, she had written a book based on her true life story, trying to share what she experienced to those woman/teenagers out there. She had reservations on how people would look on her after she published her book. Will people pat her back and tell her to go on with life or show her faces?
She won't know. Until she published the book.
And, she did it.
Dear Kasandra,It's been a long time since we really talked. Probably three years?
Today you told me you are publishing a book, about your past, and your present.
You told me and my family that you meant no intentional harm by publishing the book. I understand. We understand.
I do not know how my family will react on your current life, but for me, I'm very happy that you are all well and is out of the breakdown period. I always treated you as my sister too, so if you have got any problems you wanna rant, my ears are always here for you. Hope you will find your Mr. Right, don't give up. Afterall, you need to meet a few rot ones before you find one who's really Right for you.
And I also want to tell you that, I'd never forgotten your presence, despite not contacting you these few years. If you realised, I had send you a birthday message every year, on your birthday. Partly it may be because you shared the same birthday as my mother, but also accepting the fact that I already treat you as your family, even until now. And do you know I'd classified you in the "Family" column in Msn? Haha, bet not.
Lastly, Thanks you for being a big signal in my life, reminding me that boys can't be trust until he trusts you. You also remind me how precious Family is. I'll now love and cherish my family more than ever now.
You might don't know that, You already make a impact in my life.All the best sister! :-)
Signing off, Tarilyn Yeo
Maybe the incident wasn't a disaster.
Maybe it's because God took pity on her
God took away their Connection, which ceased their seal of marriage.
If this incident didn't take place, what will happen?
I've reservations on posting this post too.. How people look on me, and my family, and especially her. But since she got the courage to published her life into a book to share it with the others, I don't see why I shouldn't. I wanna tell her that she has done me proud, and of course, I am also very proud of her. And I really do hope she continue with her life now, and excel on everything she does now and then. For the mixed feeling I had after she talk to me that night, I had a feel that I never sensed before. I cried. For that was joy of tears. Seeing she's back in one piece again, stronger and happier. And for me, I got a confession to make too.. But now, because I'm not ready yet. Because I'm still trying to accept that fact myself. Because I'm still a teen. When I've enough courage and power to tell you guys, I would. :-)
Life is a drama.
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