The 'I can't think of a title' post

So today my lesson ended at 7 and I went to take the bus alone since Nat was still having lessons. Instead of taking bus 15 which goes back to Tampines interchange, I took bus 69 (goes to Bedok interchange) thinking it was the correct bus -stabs self- I found a seat and naturally sat down (who wants to stand right duh). The sky was dark and the bus was crowded, I COULDN'T SEE WHERE THE BUS WAS GOING UNTIL I saw the bedok bus interchange. I was still having the mindset that I was on the RIGHT BUS (self denial ikr) (stabs selfx2) and called Nat for help for directions back to Tampines. Bedok was having pasar malam and I got tempted to get some tutu kuehs so the entire journey took about 1h+ fml.

Later on I told Esther and Nat and Azr (we have a whatsapp group btw, randomly named Power Rangers lol by me) about it and then Nat asked me, 'why are you taking bus 69 in the first place?' I was STILL IN DENIAL AT THAT TIME and as a innocent 17 yo girl, I still thought that I took the right bus, just that I overshot. That is terrible enough, but when they told me that I took the WRONG bus, I can't help but -stabs self a million times- /_\ Being in this school for more than half a year and still NOT knowing which bus goes to where makes me extremely ashamed of myself lol can I go bang on a wall or smth??? Most of my friends know that I am a sotong, very blur e.g. Like a goldfish but this time round I can't even save myself from this LOL I CAN'T EVEN..... Seriously I should go die in a fire or just die in a less painful way.

And now I am in bus 969 on my way home. The aircon is leaking water (RIGHT ABOVE ME) and I just can't... justify how unlucky I am today. Or just... Plain stupid.